Total Online Earnings: $5.45
Today is Wednesday. I hate Wednesdays. I also hate Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays. Friday is not that bad I guess. However, although yesterday was Tuesday, I like yesterday’s Tuesday because it was Valentine’s Day. And I got to spend it with my partner. Yesterday was the first Valentine’s Day which I actually spent with someone I love and who loves me back. It was great! I wish I could do it again today… and tomorrow… and the day after that. But demmit!! Right now I can only wish. I noticed, after I met my partner and started spending more time with her, the more I have come to hate Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursdays. I also started to hate Fridays. Now I hate my weekdays more than before. Damn you Weekdays! Previously I hated weekdays because I don’t like to go to work. Now I hate weekdays because I don’t like to go to work AND I can’t spend time with my partner! Damn you weekdays!!! Damn you!!! I’ve always wanted to quit my job and do what I want. But that didn’t happen. Maybe I don’t hate going to the office enough to quit my job. Or actually I don’t really know what I want to do if I do quit my job. Or maybe, both. My partner asked me what I would do if I’m not working. What my day would be like. I wasn’t really sure of the answer to that. But now I am. So, I believe I’m not that far off from the day I can quit going to the office because now I hate it enough and I know what I’m going to do with my day if I’m not working for someone else.
I will spend the day to make you happy, Aneesa.
Day - 38: Dream Come True.
Total Online Earning: $5.45.
My dream came true!!! Thirty-eight days have passed since I was supposed to have tendered my letter of resignation.. You may wonder what happened. You might also wonder, how the hell could I possibly quit my job when my total online earnings stands at the grand total of $5.45. No, I’m not trying to run away from paying tax guys. I didn’t quit my job. That dream has not been realized yet, but, my ultimate dream has already come true.
I fell in love. The last time I fell in love was eight years ago. At one point I lost faith in finding the love of my life, my soulmate. I’m not the type who easily falls in love. Friends have said I’m too choosy, my standards are too high. Hey, I’m not going to chase the next available breathing mammal. I’m Taurean. I will not commit myself to a partner until I’m really sure of my choice, untill I know in my heart that I can be with her for the rest of my life.
Anyway, a few months ago, I realized that I was falling in love. She was the first thing on my mind when I woke up and the last thought before I fell asleep. I was happy just looking at her, hearing her voice. I got very excited just seeing her online. Sometimes I would wait for her to say “hi” to me first so it wouldn’t be obvious that I liked her.
I was very happy when I received sms-es from her. So, what’s the difference between liking someone and falling in love with someone? She was actually with someone when I fell in love with her. I realized that I fell in love with her one nite when I was at her house. I saw her with her partner. Suddently, I felt like someone stabbed me in my chest, and I could feel the pain spreading slowly from the chest to my brain and to my toes. It was hard to breathe. I wanted to run out of the house and drive back to Kulim. But of course I didn’t do that. I just stood up, said I was tired and wanted to go home. I walked out of the door instead of running.
To make long story short, she fell in love with me too. We are together now. She’s the best gift I’ve ever received. I will not trade her for any of my other dreams. She’s my ultimate dream. I will not exchange her for 10 billion dollars, a BMW 5 series, a luxurious house facing the sea or even Angelina Jolie. Every time I look at her, I felt blessed. I would like to tell you more, but I right now I want to stop typing and spend my time with my beloved wife.
Aneesa, I love you so very much.
My dream came true!!! Thirty-eight days have passed since I was supposed to have tendered my letter of resignation.. You may wonder what happened. You might also wonder, how the hell could I possibly quit my job when my total online earnings stands at the grand total of $5.45. No, I’m not trying to run away from paying tax guys. I didn’t quit my job. That dream has not been realized yet, but, my ultimate dream has already come true.
I fell in love. The last time I fell in love was eight years ago. At one point I lost faith in finding the love of my life, my soulmate. I’m not the type who easily falls in love. Friends have said I’m too choosy, my standards are too high. Hey, I’m not going to chase the next available breathing mammal. I’m Taurean. I will not commit myself to a partner until I’m really sure of my choice, untill I know in my heart that I can be with her for the rest of my life.
Anyway, a few months ago, I realized that I was falling in love. She was the first thing on my mind when I woke up and the last thought before I fell asleep. I was happy just looking at her, hearing her voice. I got very excited just seeing her online. Sometimes I would wait for her to say “hi” to me first so it wouldn’t be obvious that I liked her.
I was very happy when I received sms-es from her. So, what’s the difference between liking someone and falling in love with someone? She was actually with someone when I fell in love with her. I realized that I fell in love with her one nite when I was at her house. I saw her with her partner. Suddently, I felt like someone stabbed me in my chest, and I could feel the pain spreading slowly from the chest to my brain and to my toes. It was hard to breathe. I wanted to run out of the house and drive back to Kulim. But of course I didn’t do that. I just stood up, said I was tired and wanted to go home. I walked out of the door instead of running.
To make long story short, she fell in love with me too. We are together now. She’s the best gift I’ve ever received. I will not trade her for any of my other dreams. She’s my ultimate dream. I will not exchange her for 10 billion dollars, a BMW 5 series, a luxurious house facing the sea or even Angelina Jolie. Every time I look at her, I felt blessed. I would like to tell you more, but I right now I want to stop typing and spend my time with my beloved wife.
Aneesa, I love you so very much.
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